I have been thrown from my one horse tb/appy.  I use to be able to ride quite well, now not so good.  After being thrown I am so tence in the areana I haven't found a way to make my body work with my brain.  I also have a medical problem which messes with my confidence in riding but I have a plan for that.  I'm also flinching a lot more now.  I've had some bad experiences with some spoiled horses and have had to protect myself.  Now when they bolt or flich so do I.  Anyone got some advise, I love horses and me flinching is creating a problem with new colts.  I'm not scared of them, I don't have enough sence to be, but I have to do something about these problems and looking for help.