1. newest one
Strong flame slowly dies
Love for him, she no longer bares
Truth or just a comforting lie
She's over him she calmly swears

But doubt sits heavy on her heart
She prays it's really through
Unsure if she's ready to part
With the idea of him as her "boo"

Friends say their glad she let go
That he was never the one
How she wants to believe them so
Is all the pain really done

Other guys have opened her eyes
To a world of people that actually care
They don't use her with sweet lies
And treat her likes she's not there

Then why does she miss him
And think about him all the time
She'd take him back in a whim
Forgive everything on a dime

Maybe she should say thank you
He gave her confidence she lacked
People noticed it out of the blue
On her life it was a big impact

Knowing him isn't something to regret
Not even her heart broken
Her mind still not made up yet
So many feelings still unspoken

2.
Brown eyes and boy's face meet
A soft smile and holds gaze
Fast and slow her heart beat
She wonders if its just a faze

Connection

Through innocent lips, first words pass
Friendship formed instantly
Feelings show in sudden mass
But only mentioned secretly

Lust

Her feelings for him constantly grow
But he sees her as just a friend
Feelings of love she constantly shows
But his oblivion has no end

Desire

Time passes and people know
Of his unintentional hurt while
Her tears constantly flow
Hoping his heart she can convert

Love

Her feelings for him are strong
But she knows friendship is the end
To him her heart will always belong
The broken pieces unable to mend

3.
The sharp blade pierces skin
the cool blood runs down wounded flesh

seeping

blood of a heart now shattered
all hope seeping away
she knew it wouldn't happen
yet a tiny flame-hope-stayed bright

gone

words she wished she'd never hear
spoken, shattering all peace
best friend tears heart in two
over a boy

love

she knew this day would come
old fire re-kindled
his feelings were always visible
she tried to not see
thinking maybe he'd fall for she

wrong

now friend loves boy again
she knew this day would come
a message sent on x-mas eve

tears

misunderstandings one by one
flip open phone, holds breath...
what confession lie beneath

truth
lies

alls not well with final goodbyes
a message sent x-mas morning