Well, it was another dammit week.  Found a guy to buy Oka and Ibn, loved the old Arab lines and looked like the type to take good care of his horses, and Skye didn't want a horse anymore, she wanted a cell phone (and a shotgun- yeah, I know).  Grain is going up everytime I buy, (which is every week) and hay aint cheap either.  Grass is all dryed up and it has been a bad, dry summer here, the only rain is in storms and torrents and does more erosion than it does giving the plants any water.  So I thought I had it made, when I sold these two horses, and I had told the previous owners that I would promise they would always stay together, and I kept that promise.  I had taken them as my oldest wanted a horse, these people HAD to move RIGHT THEN (found out later this was a lie, they never even moved) and they couldn't put up fences and whatnot where they were moving.  I asked them if they wanted the option to buy them back, and they told me they would be unable to keep them.  Well. times got tight for us, and I was paying to feed this gelding, and was giving him what my youngest's paint eats to keep up, and he always has the three ribs showing.  Had more than that when I got him showing, believe me.  I was determined to 'get him in shape.'  Well, his upkeep was beggaring me, and altho Oka was an easy keeper they were a pair, and so I sold the two of them to a guy in Pennsylvania.  Both horses had previous injuries that made them unridable (found this out after I got them of course, previous owners said nothing about it) except for light riding, and my youngest wants to show on her horse, and I didn't need one more thing to drain money by eating. 

Thinking everything was fine, I gat a call from Ibn and Oka's previous owner, chewing me out for the shape Ibn's in!!  She accused me of starving and neglecting him (no, I didn't float his teeth like he needed but he wasn't neglected or starved, looked the same when he left as when he got here, a little skinny) and said he had lost a whole 100 lbs (which is bs)and blahblahblah.  When I think of the money I spent on him (Ibn) to try to fatten him up (most of which gave him the runs) and the money in fly spray, and to get chewed out by rich snobby b*** when the money I spend on horses is much more of a sacrifice for my whole family than she could possibly understand, it really BUMMED ME OUT.  Everyone who knew has patted me on the back, and said don't worry about it- you know what the most asinine part is?  She left Oka with the other guy and took Ibn(supposedly, may be another lie, like how she had to move and how she didn't have papers on Ibn) and SHE SEPERATED THEM!  When she said she never wanted them seperated!  I could have seperated them, made a grand apeice at least, but no, I had a promise to keep.  What horsefeathers.

Ona good note, classes are going well, and I am doing well.  It is old hat for me, I was in training for an LPN when I quit last time.  Some new terms, but same old sh**.  Soon as I get my certification I am going for Med Tech, which is more schooling, more tests, and more pay.  I can give meds then, which you can't as a CNA. 

Girls are doing great in school.  My oldest is really applying herself this year, and Trinity is doing great in Kindergarden (I knew she'd have no trouble.)  Skye is still having popularity issues, but she is my daughter, and I was a complete freak in school.  At least she doesn't have short, multicolored hair (like I did!) 

Walk in Love and Light, me and you